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Do you have a tissue?...I think im dribbling tear-snot all over the place lol

Ya know Kinje, Ive been away for quite some time now. Ive been living in the tinesty apartment in the world with Matt, then I ended up with a stalker so we broke lease and moved away from there and my #+*%$+% parents to Bedford in a cozy house.We have internet now, YAY!! Through this time Ive really lost connection with myself and Ive tried too hard to inebriate out the thoughts in my head that I used to find my words to write. I stopped writing, even abandoning my journaling I held so dear, even my art stopped.
I lost my confidance in everything expecially my writing, feeling that I was just a pathetic emo kid writing my sad sad tales after I get drunk and cut myself. I miss it though, terribly. Im sick of not being able to rember +%*+ because of how damn drunk Id get everyday. I havent said these words to anyone but if there was ever a person or place I should or could it should be here. So I thank you dearly for your very kind and encouraging words, I cannot explain what it means to me for you to say what you did.
Its been far too long, I am due for a comeback.
*huggles!*