Archives VII http://civitasdei.yuku.com/forums/18 en-us Copyright 2006, Yuku feeds@yuku.com (FeedMaster) webmaster@yuku.com (WebMaster) Fri, 06 Feb 2004 11:22:08 GMT Yuku Feeds 1.0 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss 60 Yuku http://static.yuku.com//feed/bypass/images/button-yuku.png http://civitasdei.yuku.com/forums/18 Yuku - free hosted forums and profiles 88 31 {pics-1.1 "http://www.icra.org/ratingsv02.html" l gen true for "http://yuku.com" r (nz 1 vz 1 lz 1 oz 1 cz 1 ) "http://www.rsac.org/ratingsv01.html" l gen true for "http://yuku.com" r (n 0 s 0 v 0 l 0 )) Search Search Domain q http://yuku.com/search/direct/ <![CDATA[ Unglued ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5222/t/Unglued.html but one step inside doesn't mean you'll understand
many walls are set up to keep people like you out
also set up to keep muffled the many times I shout

Walls form my own room where I can writhe in pain
and do whatever it takes to stop from going insane
I truly need this place where no one dares venture
So I can torment myself until I can find an answer

Don't worry, the torment that is caused relaxes me
If you... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (White Light) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5222 Thu, 12 Jun 2003 21:41:43 GMT <![CDATA[ Pathetic Attempt to Write a Sonnet ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5221/t/Pathetic-Attempt-to-Write-a-Sonnet.html
Paralyze your self-control
You seem to melt in my hand
Being together has taken its toll
You obey my every command

I ask you to rub my back
You do so with a smile
You seem to have a heart attack
when were seperated for a short while

But theres a flip side
To that two-headed... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (pimp127) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5221 Wed, 11 Jun 2003 15:54:59 GMT <![CDATA[ Coffee for two ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5223/t/Coffee-for-two.html they never say much, or add to anything
But they're a great listener just the same
I talk of stupid things of no real import
Like what if sky was green and the grass blue
Would it change the way we see our world
Or how cool it is that my brightly colored pop tarts look more interesting under my blacklights
Little things that the mundane world lets slip
So we sit and banter and rave of the days events
Till dawn approachs... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (NeCro X2) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5223 Mon, 09 Jun 2003 21:24:14 GMT <![CDATA[ Mute the Night ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5218/t/Mute-the-Night.html

Twirl
Sparkle
Blow kisses
Give flowers
Taste the wine on my lips
Inhale
Exhale
Repeat again
Spark the passion
And the fires
Tightly
Close
Your eyes
I can not stand my own reflection
Take
Give
Quiet thievery
Lips sewn shut
Silent
Cheap like
My emotions
Dressed up, glammed up
Painted... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (ChibaMoon6) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5218 Mon, 09 Jun 2003 21:10:59 GMT <![CDATA[ forever yours ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5225/t/forever-yours.html nobody but yours, my darling
you are my satine hologram
when all i yearn for is flesh and blood
my own salty tears is what i receive in return
you are the perfect shade of my own psycheldic soul
and our fingertips dance so beautifuly together
i'd be your weeping willow and you'd be my oak tree
together the sun would shine only for us
instead you drift away like the scattered fall leaves
leaving me clinging to a branch in a... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (justthisgirl) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5225 Sun, 08 Jun 2003 21:30:53 GMT <![CDATA[ Devious Inebriation ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5227/t/Devious-Inebriation.html Smoke and darkness, chilled atmosphere
There's a coffin filled with marijuana
That we keep passing around
Fire it up and breathe in ever so deep
This high will creep up on you
Like a devious child

It's a guilty pleasure I am indulging in
Drinking straight shots from the hard liquor
Stoned stupid and happily drunken
I've managed to silence the echoing screams
Things don't seem as bad to me this... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (ChibaMoon6) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5227 Sat, 07 Jun 2003 17:36:28 GMT <![CDATA[ Don't let go. ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5232/t/Don-t-let-go-.html your face is like a tv screen.
I see your burning hatred
and I see your love for me.
You're tearing it up from the inside out
you don't have a problem with saying goodbye.
You've got a dream on your face,
about when I'll be erased.
So you wont even bother to try.

Can you really let go this quickly,
have you really said goodbye to our love.
If I get on my knees and pleed,
will you make these circle games just stop.
I'm done... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Angelicdarknessinside) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5232 Sat, 07 Jun 2003 05:07:50 GMT <![CDATA[ Mental Anguish Found ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5226/t/Mental-Anguish-Found.html with all of my heart
Now you don't exist
in the smallest part
It took awhile for
everything to sink in
a world after you
was taking time to begin
I did certain things
that I thought were right
they only led to times
that we began to fight
I would never hurt you
physically that's for sure
and I tried never to cause
mental pain for you to endure
I am sorry for causing
mental anguish in your mind
your words had made me... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (White Light) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5226 Fri, 06 Jun 2003 20:00:13 GMT <![CDATA[ In all my life ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5233/t/In-all-my-life.html
In all my life I have been here,
among family and friends--
yet, I was alone.
So I went hither and thither,
feeling sorry for myself.
I had tuned my imagination
tho' there were those around me.
I had fashioned that which
made me happy and joyous.
Then years passed--my youth gone,
and I find my soul is passionless.
My imagination is wrought no more
with silent thinkings.
And I realize that for all things,
I have been... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (chichiri no aisai) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5233 Thu, 05 Jun 2003 10:52:20 GMT <![CDATA[ The Bridge I Always Wanted ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5224/t/The-Bridge-I-Always-Wanted.html Staring highly upon the sky
I want you to notice
So please just do so
now.

Its morning already
Its nightfall in hours
Disgust is on the tip of my lips
Don't you dare let it drip.

Let yourself lead me
Down the narrow path
Let yourself lead me
Down the garden wall

Tears are ready to drop
Eyelids moist and forced to close
I suddenly know that tearful touch
I feel the warm wet water on my cheek
It... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Dark Daffodil) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5224 Tue, 03 Jun 2003 12:58:04 GMT <![CDATA[ through a wanderers eye ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5229/t/through-a-wanderers-eye.html The mornings light has lost its sheen
No voice to make for none to call
Lost my footing on slendre beam
Can't see in front nor behind me
Can't see what was or what can be

Lost my head to reckless youth
As another day clamps down with a withred hand
Passages of time wrench away and hide truth
my mind placed in shackles my body blistered by fire and brand
Can"t feel with mind or limbs
Can't feel needs or whims

In my... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (NeCro X2) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5229 Mon, 02 Jun 2003 21:19:30 GMT <![CDATA[ Underneath ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5228/t/Underneath.html I must have known that I was, but the first I recall
are pictures. Sunny days, the spaniel-dog,
scraped knees and ladybugs and that was life.

I know that things weren't perfect, but I remember they were fun
For there's a time for everything underneath the sun.

Black orchids, red roses, oaks from lebanon,
flashy mirrors, elusive smoke, bubbles made of soap.
Horse to run, bird to fly, and snake to crawl on... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Knight in Gale) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5228 Mon, 02 Jun 2003 12:15:32 GMT <![CDATA[ and today, i lost my Best Friend ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5238/t/and-today-i-lost-my-Best-Friend.html She is gone, and never again
will I see her, hold her, hug her or kiss her.
But alway will I love her, always will I miss her.

In bed, hand o'er a pillow vacant of
the one that I will ever love.
I caress her though she isn't there,
no longer may I see her so fair.
~


As lame as this may sound (the poem and what I'm about to say), this is in the most loving memories of my dog Sunday. Today she was struck by a car, and... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Zeyre) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5238 Sat, 31 May 2003 17:26:32 GMT <![CDATA[ calling to the moon ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5230/t/calling-to-the-moon.html behind the fire
she looked to the sky
and in her heart
she dropped to her knees
calling to the moon

she was home
and she was alive
and every inch
of her body ached
her heart broken
but she was alive

he answered
"Why do you need me?"
"i don't need you,
I want you," She answered.
It was that simple
simply broken

she sat beyond the fire
soaking up her warmth
beneath the cloud covered stars
she was on her... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (SvetlanaChaos) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5230 Sat, 31 May 2003 16:38:45 GMT <![CDATA[ another haiku (titles suck!!!) ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5243/t/another-haiku-titles-suck-.html so is everyone else
uniquely the same?
...Calm like a BOMB!!!...
~pimp~
]]> feeds@yuku.com (pimp127) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5243 Wed, 28 May 2003 16:07:19 GMT <![CDATA[ with me... ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5231/t/with-me-.html
Follow quickly and let's go
while the sunset colours grow
to the shore of this deep sea.

Don't be afraid; do you not know
that there are mermaids down below?
Come, come and swim with me.
Oh, swim with me.

Darkness falls, now to the glade,
follow close as I have bade.
Such steps I have to teach thee!

Now careful not to bend a blade
for this place is faery-made,
but... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Knight in Gale) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5231 Tue, 27 May 2003 11:31:20 GMT <![CDATA[ please be kind ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5251/t/please-be-kind.html and scowl as i turn it
time and time again
i'll turn it once again
and say i dont know why im hurting
so i'll set up camp and wait
for things to change
while you suck me in an spit me out
im always left hanging
dont know what this is about
its no wonder
you were never happy
so i'll always put it past me
to be the one
smile loudly
and i'll pretend like things arent different
excuse me while i ignore
that i dont... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (siLeNt sCreaM) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5251 Mon, 26 May 2003 19:10:18 GMT <![CDATA[ Tonight ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5237/t/Tonight.html It seems to me, that I want to see the lipstick on your face,
The guilt in your eyes, the pain in your heart.

You know, I heard the door shut, a smear of a coat.
I heard the laughter you heard too.

It hurts you know
Can't you see the sorrow
Deep inside the burrow

Hate, is such a powerful word. So I'll use worse.
The enlarging tear cries for one too many people,

You.

That night it rained hard against the window,
I almost whished it would... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Dark Daffodil) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5237 Sun, 25 May 2003 16:53:24 GMT <![CDATA[ Where am I now? ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5250/t/Where-am-I-now-.html A road torn up by untold wishes.
I see a mad mans land.
I see the dark clouds of an empty hand.

I'm walking down this road alone.
with a newly paved road behind me.
but I refuse to turn around you know,
until you're right beside me.

We took a detour months ago,
then we both knew we'd be back here.
but I made you chose not to know,
And now I am living my worst fear.

I am walking down our road with out you.
Paradise... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Angelicdarknessinside) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5250 Sat, 24 May 2003 05:01:00 GMT <![CDATA[ loneliness at 4:39 a.m. ]]> http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5219/t/loneliness-at-4-39-a-m-.html I don't want to see.
there is something fueling
that I don't deserve to see.
but even yet,

It's still a scab I keep picking at...
just to see the blood run cold.

I need to know what is there,
I need to know what is hidden.

And my fist
still clenches with every word.
My heart still wrenches
with every sigh.

as the water runs wide
and oceans run deep
something is there
for you to... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (April Michelle) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/5219 Sat, 24 May 2003 01:40:09 GMT