The air is breathing
An oppressing feeling
The sky, slumbering grey
On this cold mid-winter day

I saw not a bird in sight
all I want are its wings to fly
The air's breath I too feel
Broken-hearted, on the ground I kneel

As I sit here alone, I can hear
The silence, almost too loud to bear
Falling leaves break the silence, sneak
Into my soul, which is too fragile, too weak.
... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Unregistered(d)) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4365 Thu, 20 Dec 2001 09:06:19 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4351/t/from-a-cat-s-p-o-v-.html all i ever dreamed of
and yet,
i'm still left thinking
i can be more.

you say the world
is mine for the taking
when all you do,
is sit around, and talk
about changing it all.

we're both dreamers, thinkers,
if only we could
get off our lazy a$$es
and do something
wonderful.

looking at our ancestors,
we've both got lines
of power and high esteem,
but we'll never take advantage
of that... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (fallen angel) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4351 Wed, 19 Dec 2001 20:56:29 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4361/t/for-jenna.html a lucky man will soon call you 'wife'.
i wish you the best of luck and all my joy
i pray you have a little boy!
i hope one love and laughter for your home
for i know your heart will never roam.
i wish i could say more to show you my glee...
just know that this came from the heart of me!

~stephanie

in this silence
you... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (faeriegirl) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4361 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 23:44:59 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4333/t/Plastic-Pawn.html of your life that passed as
sand does in a lonely hour glass
just free falling into a restless
oblivion of exact replication.
You had seven other
unequalled mistresses each
with the blonde hair you
were swooned by that you
mentioned you only saw on me.
I am but a lovesick fool
who is compelled by physical
security in this common,
oh much too common situation
as the grains now hypnotize me
causing me to grasp that I... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Unregistered(d)) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4333 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 23:14:42 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4377/t/Hey-its-dumbpunkboy-time-for-a-new-name-i-thought.html
i show emotion i am laughed at
i fall in love im criticized
Tormented for the feelings im not supposed to feel as a man
Taunted when i want to look into her eyes
Ridiculed when i explain the way i feel about her
Picked apart for my past
stared at because of a habit i once had
a habit that left scars inside and out
help me from not going back
not push me closer
all i need is someone.. why wont they be that someone
why do they not feel like its... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Unregistered(d)) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4377 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 23:00:32 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4366/t/Pillar-of-Stone.html blows leaves thru the air
drifting slowly it flies
updrifts raising
preasure sinking
past the world
corrupt and cruel
crisp, cold
frozen dreams on hold
raises your hair
makes you stare
life unkown
lost in a pillar of stone...
empty promises
shallow water
reflection rippled
steps faltered
broken the corners
cracked at the seams
things dont get better
why live
with nothing to live for

feeds@yuku.com (Unregistered(d)) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4366 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 19:04:31 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4375/t/not-knowing.html what
you thought
is no longer
what you know now
as of late, life is
@#%$ beyond reason, everything changing rapidly
with a single decision you
can make life be
no more than
happy memory
but
why?

Who knows but that this life is really death, And whether death is not what men call life?

]]> feeds@yuku.com (essence) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4375 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 17:28:52 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4347/t/Wow-its-been-a-while-im-back-.html
There was a time when i felt so happy
With you beside me
But now all i feel is torment and pain whenever i think your name
Your name causes thosands of knives to be stabbed into my heart
Your name brings death inside me
your face pushes me closer to giving up
so innocent
so beautiful
your heart is black with evil
your face full of beauty
you used to be mine. now your a pain
a pain that will never go away
a trust that will never... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Unregistered(d)) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4347 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 14:09:59 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4346/t/Angel-Kills.html
this angel kills
and I should have known this

because
you have forced me
to lie dormant
amongst these righteous spirits.

complacency

this angel kills
and I should have know this

because
I have witnessed
your hunger
to better serve the untouchables.

jealousy

your angel
kills me.

"...I... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (April Michelle) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4346 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 12:52:48 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4349/t/-The-Human-Robot-.html An empty mind....
Clouded eyes....

What if you filled the shell with life?
What would happen if you programmed the mind?
What if you kept the eyes still blinded from the truth?

You would get the human robot....
Nothing more than a machine with an organic extior....
A mechanical puppet....

It's programmed to hate....
To do only what it is told....
To follow blindly behind a false truth....

What if one was to go agents the... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Dragontrap) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4349 Tue, 18 Dec 2001 03:49:57 GMT http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4332/t/Waiting-.html I am prevented from
Screaming (in agony)
Tear it all apart because I
I don't remember
Just what is this place?
The words on a page mirror
Choked words from a bloody throat
As I will never see the light of day
Though it's not enough to say
I wish we all were dead...
But I'm built to last I am
Built to suffer
It's shrouded in shrouds of I was
I can't even f**k it away
Oh, now sleep brings more death to my eyes
I... ]]> feeds@yuku.com (Cloaked in Sin) http://civitasdei.yuku.com/topic/4332 Mon, 17 Dec 2001 20:44:29 GMT